From an early age I was curious about the meaning of life.


- How come we are the way we are?

- Why did I see and feel things that others did not see and feel?

- Who am I and what is my purpose here on earth?


These are all questions that I have pondered for many years. I often felt like I didn't belong anywhere.


For most of my life I have therefore tried to adapt to the pattern of what society considered normal. Worked several jobs but never really felt like I was doing what I was born to do.


Until the day came when I started listening to my inner voice and finally I found "by accident" the Brotherhood of Eternal Light and the Lodge Chayot ha-Qodesh. 


The Brotherhood of the Eternal Light (BOEL) is a genuine, international, fully contacted Mystery school. It has been founded by Salomo Baal-Shem and the Lodge Chayot ha-Qodesh and was raised by Dolores Ashcroft-Nowicki in June 2010 almost a decade after the founding of the lodge and after already having successfully offered intensive high quality training in the Western Mysteries for more than seven years as a genuine Daughter School of the Servants of the Light School of Occult Science and has now reached a level of complete independence. It recognises Dion Fortune's Society of the Inner Light and the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn as its roots and spiritual ancestors.


I study there the holy Qabalah since 2010.

I mainly work with the energies of the universe to influence the possibilities.


Herbs, rituals, colors, stones for example help by having their own magical energies, but we are the most important element in everything we do in life.


"Unhealthy" thoughts and beliefs can have a negative impact on wellbeing and health.

It is possible that some of these thoughts manifest themselves in our environment and thus also affect us from outside.


Some call this "self-fulfilling prophecy".


I am trained in Qabbalistic Astrology, Pendulum Dowsing, Archetypes, Speech Patterns, Hypnosis, Refuah, how to build Charisma and Rapport, Metamapping, Dream Work, Symbol Interpretation, Creating a magical Personality, Qabbalah Maasit and EarthCraft.


All challenges in our life are about karmic tasks from which we have to learn something and from which we should grow and change.


If a misfortune happens to us, it is because something in us has attracted that misfortune. We overcome adversity and achieve happiness by changing ourselves to attract happiness. Magic is a way to make that change happen or to speed it up. If you choose the magical way to solve your problems, you will change.


Man is a miniature version of the macrocosm. All the attributes that the universe contains are also present in the human being.


Everything is based on the astrological allocation of the planets and on the Tree of Life.

All analogies are metaphors and are used to look for the underlying psychological principles and interactions in order to better understand the psychological processes and the underlying laws.